Do you realize I was so gay even back then?
I mean, c’mon, a girl bestfriend? Just the concept of bestfriend is already too gay, what more if it was a girl bestfriend for a guy?
And c’mon, you know of everything I did back then. Remember that Frederick slip?
I found him cute, honestly. So one time I could stop myself and I said, “Kung magiging bading ako, si Frederick yung crush ko.”
If that wasn’t gay, Elton John can be straight.
I know you felt it. You were my bestfriend after all, right?
I’m sorry I’ve drifted away not just from you, but from everyone else. I hope you understand that when I was exploring my sexuality and eventually accepted it, I felt like I couldn’t go back. I had girlfriends, the community is small and parents would have known immediately, the shame, the gossip. I just couldn’t.
But now that you’re aware of the changes, I hope we can reconnect. I’m sure there have been a lot of changes with you, too.